How are you Feeling?

Wanted to share a small personal note I made this week.

How am I Feeling?

I'm feeling stagnant. I feel like I haven't been doing the things that I know I should. I'm not keeping up with my goals nor have I set any for this month (March 2023). I have been working out during days where I can find the time but I have been lazy in that regard too. Not waking up early, not sleeping soon, not able to stop looking at the phone an hour before I go to sleep, not learning new things that will help me, not being able to stop scrolling through YouTube, not talking to my family everyday like I wish I could, not being able to keep my mind focused, not being able to go after the things I want, not being able to get rid of excuses I say to myself, thinking and being delusional about being productive.

But,

I won't stop trying to get to the place I want to go to. I will pull myself back up, I will focus on what's important, I will do the things I know I should, I will appreciate what I have, I will make the best use of my time, I will enjoy the time I have with my Family and Friends, I will work towards my goals, I will not be an addict to things that get me to nowhere good, I will be obsessed with things that I set my mind to, I will not give in to negativity, I will not make myself weaker, I will strengthen my mind and body to the best of my ability.'

Get back on to things, doesn't matter how many times you fall.

Kapil. Over and out.